Sincere Secret

With all the instability mouth of yours,
Who will keep those eyes
Just locked,
Like the unsatisfy mood,
Of my wings?


The place that never be progressed,
Took a while for breaks any couple of time.



Barking all days,
You back to be women of sloth.
Prosessive events just for break the shell
Done by any human with no right/s.


Since you are so envious,
Come!
Come after me!
Take the breath of deepest regret/s...

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