Biological Dad

You ask for a change in me

You ask for me to tell what’s wrong

But you know what, Dad?

What’s wrong is you

When I willing to tell you

When I have a chance to tell you

You never been by my side

You ask me to come to your house

You let yourself come to my house

But you are not all out with me

You only there for some hours

You only there for some time

And that’s never enough

With all hopes and dreams and feels that you shatter back then

Those hours are meaningless

Those times are nothing

You hurt me in a way I don’t even know

You collapse my heart as if I don’t have one

I don’t know why do you do that, Dad

But you really hurt me

To change everything,

It’s too late, now.

Here's the truth:

I cry over and over again on 'Where'd You Go', and I still do

Many night I spent as a child thinking when will you come home

I didn't know which state I was in: sad or normal, when thinking of you

There's a lot of things I wanted to tell you as a kid

I'm awkward around you, not around your new family

I'm hopeless about your promises

I'm broken by your absence, then and now.

Remind you, to change everything, it's too late now.