The 1129s

Soo... a post for December. Yeah, for ehm, 4 months I haven't post anything about anybody. BUT NOW. It was a glimpse of cheerful sunny day, I knew it from the time I wake up. Sun shone brightly, heaven's gate opened widely and every cloud is smiled. And I felt like, alright, time to school. No shit, Plaw, no shit. And so I went there with overjoyed smile all over my face. There, everything went nice-and-smooth. I did the morning ceremony, helped my class, and etc, etc. But as the grey cloud went down, sneaking before happy-white-cloud, killing the cheerful sun and bring up their mischief wind, something happened. One of Immer-Class on my school crashed-loose on a football game. Not my class actually, but I felt so bad 'bout that. I encourage my friends, Zellda and her teammate from that class, and tell them that they still had a chance to win on basketball. Why? 'Coz Zellda wasn't wrong at all and she's my close-friend. After that we dismissed to our urgen

Chairil Anwar 1943 Thou come at an end of a day Carrying a garland Red roses and white jasmine: Blood and chaste Then scatter it all over me And give a gaze to ascertain: For you only. Thereafter we kept thy silence In a big questioning mind: What is this? In love? No one mutually understand. As the day we live together. No one come each other. O! My heart, the one who won't give anything Just die you, torn apart by silence. // Penghabisan kali itu kau datang Membawa kembang berkarang Mawar merah dan melati putih Darah dan suci. Kau tebarkan depanku Serta pandang yang memastikan: Untukmu. Sudah itu kita sama termagu Saling bertanya: Apakah ini? Cinta? Keduanya tak mengerti. Sehari itu kita bersama. Tak hampir-menghampiri. Ah! Hatiku yang tak mau memberi Mampus kau dikoyak-koyak sepi .

Another year have passed Another story have printed Another mistery have opened  And another blurry days have deleted. Life is some mist, Love is some mint, It's new semester, Everybody will explode in cheer. Don't cry, don't be sad, Everything have an opening, And an ending. Maybe next semester we won't meet as friend But a foe Maybe next semester we won't meet as family But only a peer But still, don't forget me, forget us As a friend-foe-family-and peer. Poetry for my classmate. It's the end of our second semester~ 

I live on my amoniac sack, alone And felt my mother’s love, alone I cried and cried about someone, alone And fell into my darkest place of my heart, alone I laugh on my own fault, alone And I smiled for my ownself Nobody could seperate my soul with another spirit, And my spirit couldn’t living without my soul Then when I tell 2 boys about this poetry, This living song This suffocated gasp of me, The first boy will say this is an empty howling poetry And another boy will laugh as hard as he could But, whatever. I wouldn’t think over about it. I am the loner. Why would I over think about somebody’s speech abaout me? I won’t suffering without them, anyway.

Taken by Canon PowerShot A3300 IS, with 4.6 cm distance, we can caught nice photos with good details resolution from 15 mega-pixels. AH I LOVE THIS SKINNY BLACK BOY. PS: sorry for (c)nekosebastian block, i'll send  it to deviantArt and I was afraid with stoler :/

It was really chilly morning. The sun can't shone, heavy gray cloud hug her tight. After my uniform just complete, my father took me to the (almost) coolest place in my city, the freaking junior high of mine. Everything just fine, until I realized that I didn't bring my work-sheet for my first period. Shit! Cold sweat flow in my back and palm of my hands. But after took test, nothing, just nothing happened. The civilian teacher only say, "Is the homework was that important?" and left my class without guilty. Thanks god, for saving me THIS time. Now, it's the third period. Social Science, not my beloved subject, but still, for becoming good psychologist, I had to like it. Just like this morning, this subject went to be fine for first. But, my teacher took my foe as my friend for doing some assignment, not my crush. After a little reshuffle, still, I wasn't got my crush in my group. Almost crying, I ran away from the class and went to the library. At the lib