The 1129s

ini beneran postingan galau dah. cowok bishounen itu menghantui hidupku kembaliiiii!! aaaarggghhhh!!!!! masa jadi cinta 2 hati?! kaga boleh kaga boleeeeeeeeeeeh!! bahakan, hampir jadi 3! haduuh ini gimana ini gimana iniiiiiiii?!?!?!?! #lebay jadi gini, eh bentar, mari kita panggil crush-crush ku itu: kacamata, putih, pantai. Kelas 7 taun kemaren. siang-siang bolong lagi panas-panasnya, aku nemu penyejuk hati. Cowok dengan kriteriaku yang pas lagi duduk-duduk didepan kelas sambil mainin game otak gitu: ooh unyu-nyaa. Terus pas UTSlah aku tau namanya *************************** a.k.a Putih a.k.a bishounen . Nah aku naksir ini anak ada sekitar 16 bulanan, lumayan lama? Yeah. Tapi si putih ini aku (coba) stop taksir karena dia punya pacar. Tapi ternyata eh teryata, 2 bulan kemudian, aku nemu penyejuk hati lain. Namanya ********************* a.k.a si kacamata. Aku kenal dia dari kelas 7, dia seangkatan ama aku. Waktu kelas 7 kelas kita jauuuuh banget, dipisah sama puluhan sepeda dan p

sori males pake bahasa Inggris. Oke, sebagai manusia yang mulai normal, aku juga naksir seseorang. Dari kehidupan SMPku ini siih, seorang Tionghoa Islam bermuka bishounen  ngebuat aku jatuh selama satu setengah taun. Rasanya sih ga mungkin aku naksir sama cowok lain tapi gara-gara 3 days trip ke Jakarta tanggal 6 kemaren, aku naksir sama anak cowok lain dan mule lupain si bishounen !!!! GYAAAAAAA!!! asik, gemes, malu-malu, duh susah deh jadi aku >//< gimana inii u,u

KITTY RULES THE WORLD! I called him Shiro 'coz he has white unpatterned fur. He is domestic cat with so many enemies. He isn't the tom-cat in his environment, but he gets some girls, anyway.

christmas, winter , flower blooming, and new year. oh, oh, and my birthday! it's surprising, cheerish, also fresh. how your december feels like? below there, it's a pitaya's flower. october, november, december, and january is her blooming times. and the blooming pitaya isn't-only-reason why i love december. PS: tee-hee-hee, i hadn't post anything in november, eh? well, my mid-term-test was sooo baaaaaaaaad, my time for flirting with internet is limited :/ i'm fourteen at 19th of this month, by the way.

by the way I'm not bisex or lesbi or what, she is awesome, the awesomeness of people made me blush, blush is a type of thing that happened to people when they do socialization with their crush. so...

Azan berkumandang  bagai permainan harpa para malaikat. Sahut menyahut, mengisi relung jiwa. Langit pun mulai dibakar surya, Merealisasikan warna tak terbayang, Ungu muda di ujung Barat dan Biru tua di ujung Timur. Awan mulai terlihat, Saling berkejaran ciptakan gelombang halusinasi baru. Jikalau lelah, Awan-awan itu selimuti gunung, Gunung tinggi dan agung yang bersetubuh dengan sawah para petani. Lama sudah aku singgah di sini. Namun lama pula aku tak membuka mata pukul segini. Nikmati senyuman lembut para peri pagi yang berkunjung. Dan singgahi mimpi tak berujung. Planet mars pun galau melihat kecantikannya. Karena bumi hanya ingin lupakan lukanya

well, then stop the screamy-acts right now. this october is... such a mess. it's near to my mid-term test (actually , it's started tomorrow), and a doctor said i had blepharitis (googling, now, if you don't know what it is.) and my civillians teacher is hate my guts and everything just in mess now. great. nothing important in this post, and well, this post title is too harsh. i do update my tumblr, with some Ben's pict. sorry

hadueh yang udah punya, selamat banget ya :) *lirik  relole jadi tau siapa yang seneng banget ngecurhat ama elu. BTW ikut jurnal dong, photos editor  kekurangan orang, nyet. sisan biar ada yang jealous *lirik-lirik well,  yang bikin hari ini nice bukan cuma itu. Jie nyadar. Oh hell yeah! nyampe nangis segala lagi anaknya. caper banget deh, please.  walaupun 2 kali ngeliat pemandangan ga enak *lirik Benny*, tetep aja gimana ya, tau makhluk yang satu ini kepilih jadi story teller *ngintip  Zida *, punya adek kelas yang mirip strom-braining -nya, aaah... betapa menyenangkannya. di siang hari, gue jadi makhluk sosial yang baik dan suka menabung, tapi, di malam hari saya kembali menjadi Cumberbitch, yang telat tau soal adanya unaired pilots Sherlock #nangisdarah. AAH betapa banyaknya Dopamine yang dikeluarkan hari ini!

that deepest ocean... quavering, almost it's climax... then dropping... one, by one. ___ let's saying it's grayish-blue. the first element of my wholeworld, the one who trapping me into the upper-minded god, chills run over if it's not trembling. it's dawn here, but it's not has started yet. no, no. the fetish hasn't started yet! when you are frowning a little, than flickered, and for some reason, your eyelash is twitching a little, it's started. "morning" the light run off, and you smiled. yes, I'm blessing the dawn god to wake him up. "hey come here. it hasn't been 5 in the morning" stroke the blanket, sharing the pillow, smiling. but, baby, the ocean of yours is too calm. what's wrong? "hey, the day before this day... yeah, yesterday, it's all okay.        at the first i'm willing to be so sad, but...          now I owe you. what's lacking from this happiness?" sho

Try to look up the world Because have been dispointed too much Is the least useful things to do, If you were despair. Much talk as god, Like the world's attantion is yours, Is the most stupid thing in your wholelife. Hey, what's the benefit of caring me so much like hell, If those feeling isn't true? Or, with caring me, you got what you want, eh? Ah, then, release me. Please release me from this jail. Yeah, I know, I'm a butterfly that has you've caught, Yes I know, every butterfly that have get caught will become the precious dead insects, in your room, but. But. But, I have another mission to do. Not just showing my little wing for people. So, then tell me... Tell me how to escape your dragnet... The dragnet of your love...______________..

Tick Tock Tick Tock Is that you? The one who kidnap me from my other lubricants? Is that you? Which is take the replacement, For the crown of nightmares? Ding Dang Ding Dang Is that you? Who take that pleasure, to become the witch of frown? Is this you? Who moreover like moron, take such a freeze, To shouting all up your mouth? Is those... Who we call.... Myself?

With all the instability mouth of yours, Who will keep those eyes Just locked, Like the unsatisfy mood, Of my wings? The place that never be progressed, Took a while for breaks any couple of time. Barking all days, You back to be women of sloth. Prosessive events just for break the shell Done by any human with no right/s. Since you are so envious, Come! Come after me! Take the breath of deepest regret/s...

CIAO. mungkin telat tapi, happy independence day my dearest land, Indonesia... istana negara mungkin pake batalion khusus dalam merayakan 66 tahun negara ini, tapi di sekolah gue, ada anak-anak khusus yang melakukannya. 31 anak dengan keahlian masing-masing dipilih untuk menempati wilayah teritorialnya, seperti, pembawa dan pembaca naskah UUD 45, pembawa naskah proklmasi, pembawa acara, komandan upacara, komandan regu upacara, inspektur upacara, pemimpin upacara, pembaca do'a dan regu hymne. untuk yang satu ini gue khususin, karena SPENDA (smp gue) serius banget milih anak-anaknya. yep inilah dia...petugas pembawa bendera sang merah-putih! ciyelah dari 31 anak (regu hymne gak termasuk), ada sekitar 24 anak berjalan dengan gerakan PBB yang luar-biasa rapi yang bagian tengah ditempati oleh sang bendera merah-putih dibawa oleh kakak kelas dengan rambut panjang diikat tinggi-tinggi. jigilee.... walaupun udah 2 taun di SPENDA, masih kaget sama keterampilan dan kerapian guru pembimbin

CIAO! goodday reader! feeling so empty, eh? masih lanjut puasanya? gue lagi kagak. anyways,  aku mau ngomongin hobi kakakku. ah-oh aku punya 4 kakak cowok, yang pertama udah kawin, yang kedua kerja di Jakarta, yang ketiga baru lulus kuliah, yang keempat masih kuliah. nah, hobi kakak ke-4 gue tuh ....matiin embrio... embrio semut merah maksudnya. wkwkwk~ well, if you don't know what i mean, kakak gue sukaaa banget mancing. nah, biar ikan mau ngedeketin kakak gue, telor-telor yang berisi embrio semut merah itu pun dilempar dideket pancingan yang kakak gue pegang. hop! kalo emang nasib, tuh pancingan bakal dapet ikan. nah masalahnya, dewi fortuna ga sering hinggap di pancingan kakak gue. keseringan cuma dewa pencabut nyawa semut yang lewat doang. hihi~ tadi pagi juga si mas fajar (kakak ke4 gue) mulai mencuci-cuci embrio-embrio semut itu dibantu kakak pertama gue.

after took the break i cried again and again just feel how empty am i just wandering who is myself for a tragedy, it took 1 hours too fast then i see my face without smile, already broken the pearl has already left the shell....           for my new character, Ritsuzen...      stop push yourself to smile in front of others...

you came to me with some glance, that never be seen in front of others my heartbeat was became faster and faster then you talked with me, 'hi' you said that glance make my head dizzy i just can say 'hello', with entire body shaking up so much then you smiled to me. that one smile, that one face, make my heart throbbing so much make me can fly away

goodday readers! puasa masih jalan? insyaAllah lah ya ;) anyways , mungkin ga banyak yang tau maksud hitsu-zen  dari postingan gue yang kemaren. Hitsu-zen itu sebutan bahasa jepang buat peristiwa yang sudah ditakdirkan secara alami. oke, gue ngerasa gue emang seorang poetic  tapi kalimat gue yang tadi gombal banget. hum-hum, soal hitsu-zen , gue dapet ide buat make tuh  sebutan dari komik CLAMP, xxx-Holics. hoi, jangan mikir yang ngeres-ngeres dulu. komik ini cuma tentang folklore  jepang yang banyaknya bikin ngeri sendiri, hehe. KENAPA COBA KALO GUE NULIS BLOG SELALU KERASA UNEASY ?! padahal gue cewek yang sangat-sangat talktive dan juga chatter ... mungkin segitu dulu omongan gue di postingan ini. ciao!

well, halo! nama gue alif, panggil apa aja silahkan, kimil, plaw, lile.. hm, gue selalu mikir kalo setiap pertemuan dan perpisahan itu pasti sangat awkward . makanya, mungkin, lebih baik gue cuma ngomong ini di post pertama gue. so, Hello everyone, it just pleased to meet you, cause all the meeting in this world just a hitsu-zen.